又来到这里。。一个真正可以让我完全放下的地方。。。
很想知道。。。在别人眼里。。。我对这个project的态度是如何？敷衍？没心？对我的看法。。。简直是一无是处？
我更加在意的是。。。阿project的主角。。。我还存在在你脑海里吗？还是已经变成挂名。。且被遗忘了的那一位。。。
可能要对自己之前的看法做改正。。。因为一切在变着。。我没什么信心了。。
也慢慢地觉得。。。我越来越没有存在感。。。很想就酱默默地继续下去。。连声都不出了。。按部就班。。直到结束为止。。可是酱子行不通。。
我不曾扮演过pengarah这重要的角色。。所以不是很懂你的心情。。。在某种情况下，没体谅到你。。是我不好。。。
此刻的我，非常肯定的是。。了解曾当timbalan pengarah 的朋友的痛苦。。为了正视和解决现在面对的问题，我已向过来人拿了意见。。。可是到最后的解决方案是。。忍气吞声。。说白了。。就是逃避。。真的不懂要怎样面对。。。谁可以教教我？ T.T
其实是不是我又想多了。。。？？？ 事实并非那样？
最近的大家。。。都在忙着课业。。。赶assignment。。
相信每个人。。心里都会有无形的压力。。。要加油啊。。
Friday, November 25, 2011
Saturday, November 19, 2011
有感而发
很想在这儿发泄一下。。
我并非什么都不知道。。。并非你们表面所看到的那样。。。只是。。。我觉得没必要做出来。。。自己真正知道什么事在发生就好。。
有时候就是那么固执。。。人家偏误会了，我偏让人家更加误会。。。没必要时也不用解释。。。不用证明其实我懂。。。就让人家继续误会。。。
就当着你们肤浅，凡事只看表面。。。我装不懂就好了。。
就当着我在逃避，不想誊清你们对我的误解。。。
因为，我始终相信，事实会水落石出，你们迟早会懂。。。
我可以默默忍受。。。即使你们到最后都没发现。。
当你们当上和我同样的职位。。自然会懂，不想多说。。。
我并非什么都不知道。。。并非你们表面所看到的那样。。。只是。。。我觉得没必要做出来。。。自己真正知道什么事在发生就好。。
有时候就是那么固执。。。人家偏误会了，我偏让人家更加误会。。。没必要时也不用解释。。。不用证明其实我懂。。。就让人家继续误会。。。
就当着你们肤浅，凡事只看表面。。。我装不懂就好了。。
就当着我在逃避，不想誊清你们对我的误解。。。
因为，我始终相信，事实会水落石出，你们迟早会懂。。。
我可以默默忍受。。。即使你们到最后都没发现。。
当你们当上和我同样的职位。。自然会懂，不想多说。。。
Friday, November 18, 2011
dedication 1st meeting
it was a little project held by my roommate,n i be her timbalan pengarah...
i m nt the timbalan at 1st...but then.......
at the moment i be the timbalan...i have a thought of arguements..disagreements....which could influence our frendship.this worry me.
afraid we would have different opinions....then argue...n i got my style..she got her way to do things.
so far....we discuss quite smooth...im fine with her,hope she is fine with me too? *think positive*
finished 1st meeting with MT n ketua...goin smooth i think...perhaps the members can voice out their opinions or uncomfortability if any...n not back stabbing...complaining without me n roommate's knowledge..since they r mostly frends...im not wishing smthg like tat to happen... ><
i m nt the timbalan at 1st...but then.......
at the moment i be the timbalan...i have a thought of arguements..disagreements....which could influence our frendship.this worry me.
afraid we would have different opinions....then argue...n i got my style..she got her way to do things.
so far....we discuss quite smooth...im fine with her,hope she is fine with me too? *think positive*
finished 1st meeting with MT n ketua...goin smooth i think...perhaps the members can voice out their opinions or uncomfortability if any...n not back stabbing...complaining without me n roommate's knowledge..since they r mostly frends...im not wishing smthg like tat to happen... ><
Friday, November 4, 2011
跨洲之旅
after the sad one,should write something happy...
it was a state-cross over trip with my uni frends,so called 跨洲之旅 hehe..
it was a memorable trip with them...love it !! ^^
i was thinking not to join tis trip due to $$$$ problems...n shud take the time to study cosz mid term hasnt over.
end up,i joined!! cosz i noe...will not have tis kind of chance after this time...n travel to fren's house...sound interesting right...curious =D 钱没有了可以再赚回来。。。但回忆过几就是没了哦。。。
this trip cost me few hundred bucks....aiksss....as usual lor.... ><
taiping-->penang(shirryn's bday)-->teluk intan(interchange station)-->sg besar-->k.l(interchange station)-->titiwangsa-->kerayong-->kuantan water park-->K.L(interchange station)-->taiping!!!!
it can be named as SIT BUS trip instead,cosz we take bus along the journey...haha
almost forgot...we celebrated my roommate tyng n oso pei bday..at station one queensbay.
happy 21 yo birthday to shirryn...hehe ^^ wish ur dream cum true..
hhmmm....2nd destination....sg besar which located at selangor...45mints to 1 hr from teluk intan...=)
ater reaching kl pudu,we had lunch at mcd...then sit lrt to titiwangsa....thre is no direct bus from pudu to pahang..
only available at titiwangsa...
kerayong,pahang!!here we cum!!!
visit to yeh er's house...we reserve a homestay at thre...nice house =P
thre many banglow surrounding...rich ppl hse everywhre....tis might bcoz of their business source...rubber...as expensive as gold in the market.tat's y they rich huh?
the nex day,we went to gambang water park,kuantan~~~
not bad. XD i like~~
we were so tired..after lunch,we even go shoppin..East Coast Mall.. well it is just a window shop cosz run out of money d. ><
we went to kuantan beach to have a walk...we reach thre bout 7pm...late d....i duno the beach is so beautiful....if i noe,sure will jump into the sea....haha...
reach homestay at around 11pm+...we didnt sleep str8 away.....watch drama..play cards...til midnite only sleep...hehe ^^
30th oct...sit bus to kl...i go find sister....then go shoppin....bought a shirt...eat madam kwan..
n finally...i reach my home!!!!home sweet home!!!! XD
it was a state-cross over trip with my uni frends,so called 跨洲之旅 hehe..
it was a memorable trip with them...love it !! ^^
i was thinking not to join tis trip due to $$$$ problems...n shud take the time to study cosz mid term hasnt over.
end up,i joined!! cosz i noe...will not have tis kind of chance after this time...n travel to fren's house...sound interesting right...curious =D 钱没有了可以再赚回来。。。但回忆过几就是没了哦。。。
this trip cost me few hundred bucks....aiksss....as usual lor.... ><
taiping-->penang(shirryn's bday)-->teluk intan(interchange station)-->sg besar-->k.l(interchange station)-->titiwangsa-->kerayong-->kuantan water park-->K.L(interchange station)-->taiping!!!!
it can be named as SIT BUS trip instead,cosz we take bus along the journey...haha
happy 21 yo birthday to shirryn...hehe ^^ wish ur dream cum true..
hhmmm....2nd destination....sg besar which located at selangor...45mints to 1 hr from teluk intan...=)
this is the seafood mihun breakfast by wuesin's mum
not forgetting the seafood dinner..yummy~
while waiting for the bus..
from sg besar-k.l
only available at titiwangsa...
kerayong,pahang!!here we cum!!!
visit to yeh er's house...we reserve a homestay at thre...nice house =P
thre many banglow surrounding...rich ppl hse everywhre....tis might bcoz of their business source...rubber...as expensive as gold in the market.tat's y they rich huh?
the nex day,we went to gambang water park,kuantan~~~
not bad. XD i like~~
we were so tired..after lunch,we even go shoppin..East Coast Mall.. well it is just a window shop cosz run out of money d. ><
we went to kuantan beach to have a walk...we reach thre bout 7pm...late d....i duno the beach is so beautiful....if i noe,sure will jump into the sea....haha...
nice ler~~~
30th oct...sit bus to kl...i go find sister....then go shoppin....bought a shirt...eat madam kwan..
n finally...i reach my home!!!!home sweet home!!!! XD
宝‘贵’经验。。 T.T
此刻的心情。。很适合拿来写部落格。。
趁这星期的mid sem break，我练驾车。。。驾了好几天。。。越来越顺了。。。驾的路也较远了。。心想。。明天应该可以学驾新车。。auto的。。。
很无奈的。。。刚才。。。驾入停车场。。。park到美美。。。就在要退车的时候。。。中了头奖。。。reverse不够多。。。一不小心。。来不及。。。就撞了前面的pillar。。顿时，我慌了。。。怎么办。。。？？？ T.T 闯祸了。。。老爸的车啊~~~刚喷漆罢了。。。就酱给它狠狠地撞下去。。。 T.T 很伤心。。。。 T.T
给爸爸骂了一轮。。。 很自荐地。。。打算贴修车费~~~ 三百块。。。就酱。。白白飞走。。。
很失败。。。。驾车技术几时才会进步。。。park车技术才会进步。。。？？？哪有新车手好像我酱失败的。。。 T.T
失去三百块。。。失去驾新车的准证。。。失去爸妈对我驾车的认可和信任。。一切就酱毁于一旦。。。
这堂课有够宝‘贵’的。。。还真的让我‘获益’不浅。。。‘收获’不少。。可是不希望再有下次了。。。 T.T 受不起啊~~~~ sad T.T
趁这星期的mid sem break，我练驾车。。。驾了好几天。。。越来越顺了。。。驾的路也较远了。。心想。。明天应该可以学驾新车。。auto的。。。
很无奈的。。。刚才。。。驾入停车场。。。park到美美。。。就在要退车的时候。。。中了头奖。。。reverse不够多。。。一不小心。。来不及。。。就撞了前面的pillar。。顿时，我慌了。。。怎么办。。。？？？ T.T 闯祸了。。。老爸的车啊~~~刚喷漆罢了。。。就酱给它狠狠地撞下去。。。 T.T 很伤心。。。。 T.T
给爸爸骂了一轮。。。 很自荐地。。。打算贴修车费~~~ 三百块。。。就酱。。白白飞走。。。
很失败。。。。驾车技术几时才会进步。。。park车技术才会进步。。。？？？哪有新车手好像我酱失败的。。。 T.T
失去三百块。。。失去驾新车的准证。。。失去爸妈对我驾车的认可和信任。。一切就酱毁于一旦。。。
这堂课有够宝‘贵’的。。。还真的让我‘获益’不浅。。。‘收获’不少。。可是不希望再有下次了。。。 T.T 受不起啊~~~~ sad T.T
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