抒发？释怀？

不确定这标题的意思。。不过照用了。。哈哈。。人生中第一篇。。

最近有点容易emo。。不懂是不是太得空了。。。得空到想太多~~

看到朋友post fb 的文章。。写的不错啊。。
喜欢一个人是一种感觉，不喜欢一个人却是事实。事实容易解释，感觉却难以言喻。­
对~就是酱。。。。。我会分得很清楚。。不喜欢就是不喜欢。。那是事实。。
至于喜欢。。就难倒我了。。。因为那是感觉。。。很难分辨。。爽。。。好感。。。迷恋。。纯粹欣赏。。真的喜欢。。。还是一时的错觉。。？？不晓得。。

有时候想。。是我要求高了吗？尝试将要求放低。。毕竟自己也好不到哪里。。没凭要人家样样都好。。
可是。。就是过不到自己那关。。不能接受某些。。单凭想象都觉得不行了。。知道酱子不好。。可是没法。。。不喜欢的真的勉强不来。。只好在徘徊。。酱好么？我不会去争取。。宁愿选择等待。。。。

CNY outing!

4th day of cny
sleep til wake up automatically..12pm..sleep only 4 hrs+...haha
1pm....las nite de frends phone call again...said 最后的冲刺 b4 back to college...sweat. = =
since all frends ON...i cannot say OFF..haha...went to sepetang frend's hse...eat jor famous cury mee...start game..一个两个烂赌...haha bt they panggil ini 小赌怡情...haha XD

back home..had dinner wit family n sis boyfrend..big treat by sis bf..wakakaka!!diet pun muz eat!!lol..=D
opinion bout sis bf..?? erm....erm....hehe ^^

5th day of cny
yoo~~~ frends frm klang cum visit!!!!! welcum welcum~~~
meet at petronas...then heading to sepetang find huey yong~~
then...do some brain exercise la hah...duwan say so obvious...
then! go watch CNY movie~~ I LOVE HK!! nice movie!!!hehe...
then! go dinner again...haha...then...bring da klang ppl go visit our well known lake garden..keke ^^
n oso the newest hotel FLEMINGTON...had some photo shoot at thre.lol..buat kacau only.
taiping trip end.sadly they cnt stay here longer... =( if nt we can visit more places!yea!

Happy Rabbit Year CNY 2011 !!

cny eve
reunion dinner as usual...gathering wit relatives...my ah gong,aunty,uncle,cousin...hehe
aunty had prepared a vry delicious dinner XD yummy yummy~

cousin bro bought red wine..i drink a little =P

a vry vry simple reunion dinner...but it was vry warm ^^

heh....i did get 1st cny angpao from my lovely ah gong~

im here to wish all my family n frends a vry happy cny,stay health n wealth..keke

1st day of cny
get angpao frm dad! quite boring...cosz he pack the same amount again....arghhh...when only wil increase ler?? XD oledi keep mention tat got not enuf money to use recently...
slacking infront laptop,fb+msn..wait time pass = =
after tat,went to temple pray pray..i hav make 3 wishes...well the wishes nvr change after so many yrs...still the same...hehe..
lunch at 3pm...hungry dao me~~~ XD then used up the carbohydrate consumed by gambling..ooppps =X
jus a little while...back home prepare open house dinner...again a big big gathering among relatives!LIKE!

frend cum find me~~then go gamble+yamcha d~~~i lose erh...><

2nd day of cny
wake up early 9am! XD nth do...==
til 3pm...go sing k wit frends~~~ got member card bt forget to bring it out.aih~~CNY sing k really....gv ppl tiok neck ah....anyway..is okay~ we enjoy being tiok.

bek home...dinner wit family....wan to go grandpa hse but seems like no 1 goin..end up staying at home,facing laptop again >< sien dao~
2am...frend jio go makan supper...bt i rejected.late nite makan mcd...duno hw to spell the word FAT meh..??haha

3rd day of cny
thinkin wan to wear new cloth or nt??since cny grand day sudah over....haha
watched green hornet 4.30pm wit frends,erm....quite a nice movie.nt prefect enuf.well the main actor n jay both so cute  n funny inside the movie.i like~~ hehe

suppose to hav a meet wit sis boyfrend..but until nw ntyet meet...im too bz~~ lol.

nite...went to grandpa house again...had a while gamble...til 12am..phone call cum~~go ann chen hse~~
go gamble...lol...was refuse to go at first...but go oso...haha
i b da banker for 5 rounds...nt bad..win jor...agak a month reload card...but then..man man lose...aihz..
stop game at 3am...but wait frends play until 6am morning...they kinda siao 1...then go had breakfast only sleep...7.30am liao...lol~

sem2 yipeee~~~

sch life begins~~~hehe
freaking bored tis 2 weeks..keep watching drama keep go changlun x tau buat apa..
keep skip dinner???ekeke..
sick!!again im sick!!so san fu..langsung x makan for 2 days...no appetite...frend made a cup of warm warm milo for me at the moment...^^ greatest sayang to her XD

applied a new matric card..rm51..T.T

hmm.....spring wonderland bereau programme started to work liao~~ dance pratice oso~~like!!
muz b vry bz after CNY..project..assignment..mid term..last minute again~~ ><